All for Sebastian

You walk lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don't know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter Your're passion my awakening You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go. My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me, For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

I had a minor cut on my forth finger few days before. It was the finger which I'm wearing my wedding ring. I sent an sms to hubby to tell him about this minor injury, as an excuse for missing him very much but I'm too shy to say. He replied with some caring words which made me felt it could heal me immediately without any medicine. I guess the good man characteristics in hubby already inherited to our son. He asked what happen to my finger? I answered I was too careless. He held my finger gently and blew slowly. And lastly he ensured me it will be ok with no pain. I love these 2 men, they've given me too much. I wish I can do as much as I can to both of them + a new baby in my body, for the rest of my life.

I found my hubby's opinion is absolutely right. Write more later.... Why see the beautiful scenery thru a 18" LCD instead of using your own eyes? I took this question seriously for months and i found these : Put aside the camera make me see more, hear more & feel more. Put aside the camera make hubby & I have the same pace when enjoying what goes into our eyes. Put aside the camera make me hold hubby's hand more often. Put aside the camera make me have more attention to my kid. I love my camera very much, it was a Xmas present given by hubby. I'll still snap, but the enthusiasm that took away too much of precious treasure from me, will not be there anymore. Bye and take care.

Sebastian : Mommy I wanna go Sunway Piramid. Mommy : Why u wanna go Sunway Piramid? Sebastian : To see Lion ar..... Mommy : Where is the lion? Sebastian : Outside ar..... Mommy : Where? Sebastian : 梳子头啊。。。。 I laughed like mad! oh......狮子头！

Sebastian always got scolded from the father, for playing toys on our bed. Whenever he got scolded, he will come to me & says 'Mommy I love you........' Heart melted? The following is his main objective : 'I don't want love daddy!' ha! ha! ha!

He sings : Twinkle twinkle little star How i wonder what you are Up above the world so high Like a TIGER in the sky He tries to help: Mommy! Why you don't sleep with me in my room. Your room is dirty, have to change bed sheet. Change la. I have to go work, come back then change. I no school today, I change bed sheet. He expresses his feelings : I can play boat, I'm so HAPPY :)

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