All for Sebastian

Wonderful Tonight Its late in the evening Shes wondering what clothes to wear She puts on her make up And brushes her long blonde hair And then she asks me Do I look alright And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight We go to a party And everyone turns to see This beautiful lady Thats walking around with me And then she asks me Do you feel alright And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight I feel wonderful Because I see the love light in your eyes And the wonder of it all Is that you just don't realize How much I love you Its time to go home now And Ive got an aching head So I give her the car keys She helps me to bed And then I tell her As I turn out the light I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

You walk lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don't know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter Your're passion my awakening You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go. My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me, For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

I had a minor cut on my forth finger few days before. It was the finger which I'm wearing my wedding ring. I sent an sms to hubby to tell him about this minor injury, as an excuse for missing him very much but I'm too shy to say. He replied with some caring words which made me felt it could heal me immediately without any medicine. I guess the good man characteristics in hubby already inherited to our son. He asked what happen to my finger? I answered I was too careless. He held my finger gently and blew slowly. And lastly he ensured me it will be ok with no pain. I love these 2 men, they've given me too much. I wish I can do as much as I can to both of them + a new baby in my body, for the rest of my life.

I found my hubby's opinion is absolutely right. Write more later.... Why see the beautiful scenery thru a 18" LCD instead of using your own eyes? I took this question seriously for months and i found these : Put aside the camera make me see more, hear more & feel more. Put aside the camera make hubby & I have the same pace when enjoying what goes into our eyes. Put aside the camera make me hold hubby's hand more often. Put aside the camera make me have more attention to my kid. I love my camera very much, it was a Xmas present given by hubby. I'll still snap, but the enthusiasm that took away too much of precious treasure from me, will not be there anymore. Bye and take care.

Sebastian : Mommy I wanna go Sunway Piramid. Mommy : Why u wanna go Sunway Piramid? Sebastian : To see Lion ar..... Mommy : Where is the lion? Sebastian : Outside ar..... Mommy : Where? Sebastian : 梳子头啊。。。。 I laughed like mad! oh......狮子头！

Sebastian always got scolded from the father, for playing toys on our bed. Whenever he got scolded, he will come to me & says 'Mommy I love you........' Heart melted? The following is his main objective : 'I don't want love daddy!' ha! ha! ha!

He sings : Twinkle twinkle little star How i wonder what you are Up above the world so high Like a TIGER in the sky He tries to help: Mommy! Why you don't sleep with me in my room. Your room is dirty, have to change bed sheet. Change la. I have to go work, come back then change. I no school today, I change bed sheet. He expresses his feelings : I can play boat, I'm so HAPPY :)

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想不起五秒之前的事，越来越频密，是时候吃药了。。。。。。 幸运 的背后， 也有不 幸运 的时候， 公平啊！

Sebastian found this in the super market.

Dreams come true! Dreams come true!

Oct 2007 @ Marina Bay, Singapore

KW popped me a question suddenly: What's your hobby? It reminded me of the young school days when the teacher asked us to line up beside her desk and tell her what was our hobby and ambition. I thought for awhile and gave him the following: i dun read often, but i do pick up good articles sometimes i dun walk through the whole world, but i will pick few places to enjoy the culture gap i dun do gardening, but i love my house facing a green peace land i dun do cooking, but i make tasty spagetti for someone i love in sunday morning i dun chat on phone, but i exchange words with my buddies in MSN i dun quarrel, but i wish my frens dun give me bad comments i'm not kiasu, but i will call up my frens when i see diapers on sale in hypermarket i'm not kiasee, but i'm not the one screaming on the Solero Shocks i'm not picky, but i do mix only with true real frens i dun do photography, but i always remember nice things i've seen i dun have an SLR, but i see things beauti...

Thanks jazzmint for her scrapbooking tutorial. dol dol ji gao ! :p

Before Sebastian's bed time, I decided to read his Numbers Cards together with him. So that he will get bored very fast and knock off :p Mommy : 'ONE !' Sebastian : '......................' *stared at the card* Mommy : 'TWO !' Sebastian : '......................' *stared at the card* Mommy : 'THREE !' Sebastian : '......................' *stared at the card* Mommy : 'FOUR !' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : '.............................' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : 'Har?' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : 'Oh TEN ! Not yet, not yet! ' Mommy : 'FIVE !' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : 'SIX !' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : 'SEVEN !' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : ' Not yet TEN lar!' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' Mommy : 'Ok lar! EIGHT, NINE, TEN !' Sebastian : 'TEAR!' *And messed up all the card like playing mah jiong*

I was already Zzzzzzzz when hubby came back last night. He walked to the bed side and told me to wake him up at 7am in the next morning. My eyes was half opened, 'ok!' This morning, after feeding Sebatian at 7am, i still slumber going down stairs, had breakfast, iron hubby's pants.... At 8am, as usual, wake hubby up. He was too tired and asked me to give him another wake up call after 5 mins. I said, 'ok!' After 5 mins, hubby woke up and look at the clock, 'Oh shit! 8+! I have a meeting this morning!' Alamak............I totally forgot about that! Seems like an alarm clock is more reliable than a busy + forgetful lady :p

6 cups water 1 1/3 cups elbow macaroni 4 ounces Velveeta cheese 1/2 cup shredded cheddar cheese 2 tablespoons whole milk 1/4 teaspoon salt Bring water to a boil over high heat in a medium saucepan. Add elbow macaroni to the water and cook it for 10 to 12 minutes or until tender, stirring occasionally. While the macaroni is boiling, prepare the cheese sauce by combining the remaining ingredients in a small saucepan over low heat. Stir often as the cheese melts into a smooth consistency. When the macaroni is done, strain it and then pour it back into the same pan, without the water.Add the cheese sauce to the pan and stir gently until the macaroni is well-coated with the cheese. Serve immediately while hot.